and it's almost December and my birthday was last week I wish you could stay here my favorite place is wherever you are die young or stay inside perfectly still so don't worry about it baby blue do you think you'll ever feel it too you know how much i wanted to ready to not hear from you in weeks so pathetic so sad where did all the love go give me the pain I'll give you the muscle Holy can we just not fuck help me fill the empty space get too high so you don't think about it I keep meaning to be someone else perfectly fit so you don't stress barely twenty five I'd get your name across my face baby blue do you think you'll ever feel it too feel my bones through your shirt you know how much i wanted to hurry on the side landslide brought you here look at him it makes sense can I stop holding my breath